I have just discovered that no matter what changes I try to make to be more appealing to someone else, it just doesn't work. I am forever doomed to the friend zone. It doesn't matter if it is best friend, dearest friend, one of my oldest friends, it is still friend.

I just can't seem to be anything more than what I am. ugh. One step forward and like 5 back.

In my last life, I am convinced I was Hitler or Stalin, or someone who kicked dogs and ate babies.