Friday, June 25, 2010

So here I find myself in front of this daunting blank screen again. I have much to vent, and no idea where to start.

For one, I've got zero clue what I am doing with my life... yes, yes, I am in film school...I love it, but I often ask myself why I am there. Am I there for the right reasons? Am I going to be even more broke when I am done? Am I really good enough to pull this off? Should I just say fuck it and just do hair? Am I even good enough at hair to consider this? Sears? *shudders* Leos often have issues with self esteem. Most days I think I'm the shit, then something comes along that really shows me that I'm not even the bag for those chips. It is a difficult roller coaster to be on.

Ugh... now I'm depressed.. and I didn't even finish an entire blog. Fail.... as per usual.